" lines from felicity 106 "

"is it harder to count on someone or
to know that you are the one being counted upon?"

"if equal affection can not be...
let the more loving one be me..."

^ harry potter and the half-blood prince ^

an excerpt from Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince page 479:

"But he understood at last what Dumbledore had been trying to tell him. It was, he thought, the difference between being dragged into the arena to fact a battle to the death and walking into the arena with your head held high. Some people, perhaps, would say that there was little to choose between the two ways, but Dumbledore knew - and so do I, thought Harry, with a rush of fierce pride, and so did my parents - that there was all the difference in the world."

a very well written paragraph indeed... ^.^

^ harry potter and the order of the phoenix ^

the following is an excerpt from the harry potter and the order of the phoenix...
i really like this part a lot.. but reading this will also unveiled things that you might not wanna know if you haven't read the book and planning to read it... so..
if you wanna read them.. highlight them and it should show you what's written =)

'SIRIUS!' he bellowed. 'SIRIUS!'

'He can't come back, Harry,' said Lupin , his voice breaking as he struggled to contain Harry. 'He can't come back, because he's d-'

'HE - IS - NOT- DEAD!' roared Harry. 'SIRIUS!'

There was movement going on around them, pointless bustling, the flashes of more spells. To Harry it was meaningless noise, the deflected curses flying past them did not matter, nothing mattered except that Lupin should stop pretending that Sirius - who was standing feet from them behind that old curtain - was not going to emerge at any moment, shacking back his dark and eager to re-enter the battle.

Lupin dragged Harry away from the dais. Harry, still staring at the archway, was angry at Sirius now for keeping him waiting -

the following paragraph, to me is one of the best ever written...

But some part of him realised, even as he fought to break free from Lupin, that Sirius had never kept him waiting before ... Sirius had risked everything, always, to see Harry, to help him ... if Sirius was not reappearing out of the archway when Harry was yelling for him as though his ife depended on it, the only possible explanation was that he could not come back ... that he really was -

it's a really good book to read... in fact... the whole series.. up to this fifth book.. has been a great read... no wonder one of work colleague read the book twice... =)

# when i see you smile - bad english #

When I See You Smile
by Bad English

Sometimes I wonder
How I'd ever make it through,
Through this world without having you
I just wouldn't have a clue

'Cause sometimes it seems
Like this world's closing in on me,
And there's no way of breaking free
And then I see you reach for me

Sometimes I wanna give up
I wanna give in, I wanna quit the fight
And then I see you, baby
And everything's alright, everything's alright

When I see you smile
I can face the world, oh oh, you know I can do anything
When I see you smile
I see a ray of light, oh oh, I see it shining right through the rain
When I see you smile
Oh yeah, baby when I see you smile at me

Baby there's nothing
in this world that could ever do
What a touch of your hand can do
It's like nothing that I ever knew

And when the rain is falling
I don't feel it, 'cause you're here with me now
And one look at you baby
Is all I'll ever need, you're all I'll ever need

*Chorus*

Sometimes I wanna give up
I wanna give in, I wanna quit the fight
And then I see you baby
And everything's alright, everything's alright

So right...
*Chorus*
*Chorus*

^ the oc musiques ^

if, like me, you watched the oc and think "wow... great background songs" and wonders..
mmm... what's the title and who's singing?

well... if you're like me, please visit http://www.musicfromtheoc.com/index.html !!!
or http://the.oc.free.fr/musiques1.htm
or http://www.theocshow.com/theocmusic.htm

e n j o y....

# the special two - missy higgins #

the special two
by: missy higgins

I've hardly been outside my room in days,
'cause I don't feel that I deserve the sunshine's rays.
The darkness helped until the whiskey wore away,
And it's then I realize the conscience never fades.
When you're young you have this image of your life:
That you'll be scrupulous and one day even make a wife.
And you make boundaries you'd never dream to cross,
And if you happen to you wake completely lost.
But I will fight for you, be sure that
I will fight until we're the special two once again.

And we will only need each other, we'll bleed together,
Our hands would not be taught to hold another's,
When we were the special two.
And we could only see each other, we'd bleed together,
These arms will not be taught to need another,
'Cause we were the special two.

I remember someone old once said to me:
"Lies will lock you up with truth the only key."
But I was comfortable and warm inside my shell,
And couldn't see this place would soon become my hell.
So is it better to tell and hurt or lie to save their face?
Well I guess the answer is don't do it in the first place.
I know I'm not deserving of your trust from you right now,
But if by chance you change your mind you know I will not
Let you down 'cause we were the special two, and will be again.

*Chorus*

I step outside my mind's eye's for a minute.
And I look over me like a doctor looking for disease,
Or something that could ease the pain.
But nothing cures the hurt you, you bring on by yourself,
Just remembering, just remembering how we were...

# Maybe I'm Amazed - Jem #

Maybe I'm Amazed
by: Paul McCartney
as performed by: Jem
(thanks to the Anonymous who informed me of this =D)

Maybe I'm Amazed At The Way You Love Me All The Time
Maybe I'm Afraid Of The Way I Love You
Maybe I'm Amazed At The Way You Pulled Me Out Of Time
And Hung Me On A Line
Maybe I'm Amazed At The Way I Really Need You

Maybe I'm A Girl And Maybe I'm A Lonely Girl
Who's In The Middle Of Something
That She Doesn't Really Understand

Maybe I'm A Girl And Maybe You're The Only Man
Who Could Ever Help Me
Baby Won't You Help Me Understand

Maybe I'm Amazed At The Way You're With Me All The Time
Maybe I'm Afraid Of The Way I Leave You
Maybe I'm Amazed At The Way You Help Me Sing My Song
Right Me When I'm Wrong
Maybe I'm Amazed At The Way I Really Need You

*Chorus*

Maybe I'm Amazed At The Way You're With Me All The Time
Maybe I'm Afraid Of The Way I Leave You
Maybe I'm Amazed At The Way You Help Me Sing My Song
Right Me When I'm Wrong
Maybe I'm Amazed At The Way I Really Need You

# bad day - daniel powter #

bad day
by: daniel powter

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

*Chorus*
(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the brink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

*Chorus*
You had a bad day
Had a bad day (repeat)

^ the oc - season 1 episode 19 ^

...
Sandy: but you're not gonna give up on him
Marissa: but he wants me to
Sandy: only because he expects you to, it's crazy, love is crazy it's always challenging, it's never easy
Marissa: yeah.. but is it always this hard?
Sandy: sometimes.. but you hang in there anyway... if you're having the worst fight in the world, or even some stupid argument that you cannot even remember what it's about.. because it's worth it... u guys have been through so much already, why quit now?
...

this episode and the 18th episode is by far the best that i've seen in it =)
hate to admit, but i sort of enjoying watching it, eventhough i thought i wouldn't :P

# with you - jessica simpson #

with you
by: jessica simpson

The real me is a southern girl with her Levis on and an open heart
Wish I could say the save the world, like I was super girl
The real me is to laugh all night lying in the grass just talking about love
But lately I've been jaded life got so complicated

I'm still thinking about it almost forgot what it was like
Do you know what it feels like?

Cause with you
I can let my hair down
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me right before I hit the ground
With nothing but a T-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now
Now that I'm with you
With you
Now that I'm with you
You speak and it's like a song

And just like that all my walls come down
It's like a private joke just meant for us to know
I relate to you naturally
Everybody else just fades away
Sometimes it's hard to breathe
Just knowing you found me
Cuz I'm still thinking about it almost forgot what it was like
Do you know what it feels like?

*Chorus*

Come and take me
Love you save me
Like nobody else
Now I can be myself
With you

*Chorus*