Wednesday, May 02, 2007

my mixed emotions

i'm annoyed ... at how things are at the moment.

i'm angry ... with certain people who won't understand me and how i feel.

i'm frustrated ... with myself for not saying things out loud.

why does it have to be like this?
what do i mean "like this" anyway?
did i cause it myself by over thinking?
am i really over thinking? really?
is the solution for all this is simply to stop thinking and start ignoring? really?

why can't i just fast forward to the good bits?
do i really want to fast forward this whole thing?

anyway ...
i'm sad ... missing someone ...
it's a tad ridiculous especially since i've met this person couple hours ago ...

the million dollar question is ...
why can't i just be happy and that's it; i.e. why does this great happiness that I've just found has to come with all these problems/dramas/issues/whatever-you-wanna-call-it?

*Sigh*

2 comments:

li'l cookie said...

2 words my dear friend.. mental institution.. *tap you on the back*

Anonymous said...

Well..
All you need to ask yourself whether you are happy with the things are..
Regardless how messy the situation is and concern other people are (even how sad and misery someone is).. You need to move on.. to achieve happiness and fill the "everythings" you had never able to get.